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Monday, May 25, 2009

figure it

A cough racks my throat
phlegm going neither in nor out
waiting for sleep to come
for dreams to caress
for burdens to lay down
but she eludes me,the temptress
kisses me with a yawn
then brushes me aside with a song

songs...the ipod plays on
artists chosen ,tracks played
id rather music than nothingness
emotion rather than a void
life to indifference

indifference....unable to look forward
what will tomorrow be
but what these 2 months have been
what for that matter
will the two months ahead be
now thats a thought to ponder
fills me with joy and wonder

fluctuating moods changing emotions
tats what youd call adolescence
well im 18 now
right at the fag end of it
noting each thought every mood
trying not to be a moralist or prude

this may be a sick kid's rabid scream
or a young mans wandering dreams
but the blog is mine and shall be mine
and i decide to post this time
:|

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Atlantis

Ive let my mind rot
In the muck of dead dumbness
Forcing inspiration to fly
Letting imagination die
Traded light for dark
Lost the spark

Thursday, May 14, 2009

FRIENDSHIP

Disclaimer:this is utterly copied and pasted from the blog "THE INFINITY" which i seriously recommend .so here it is :
background information :
the author of the blog is finishing his final year and is about to write his last set of exams.this is his tribute to his friend.

TILL WE MEET AGAIN:

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
-- Gilda Radner
A day to go before I start off with my finally final exams of the final year...
and then, (in all probability) I'll be an engineer.
[OMG! what rhyme man...]

It's been four long years... and yet, when i look back, feels like just, yesterday. For the umpteenth time on my blog, and probably the last, I reiterate - "I hate my college." I hate the place, I hate the climate and I hate most if not all the people, I met (or not). In short, I hate everything that is there to be hated and everything that there isn't.

But, this isn't about hate you know... This is about thanking people who made this journey - an experience of a life time. People whom I grew up with (at least I'd like to believe that) people who taught me so much in so little a time that I have problem storing the treasure (And that doesn't really include the teachers... Most (I say most and not all) of them were nothing but pretentious jokers who came nowhere close to being fit for the noble profession. And above all, it's about Friends.

Now, you keep getting on terms of good friends, better friends and best friends with your friends, but all the same, they remain friends.

People, whom you could tell something at some point of time that you didn't feel like telling anyone else in the world. Faces that came to your mind first, when things gave the slightest hint of going awry. The certain someone you could share a drink or two with and still be at ease. Someone you could make fun of and rest assured you didn't have to ask if it was going overboard. The blackmailer, you could share your dreams and fantasies and of course crushes with. That certain someone you wouldn't wait for a second to call up before you broke news about the latest in your life. The names you looked for, first up, when signing into chat. And yes, someone you could count on to get you through your exams, when the day arrived, by hook, or by crook.

A few of my friends tell me I write long, too long. Their curse! I'm not getting more words to fill up this post with...

So I'd do probably what's the best thing to do in such circumstances... leave you with a song and some memories. I heard some people in my college say that the official college farewell documentary didn't make them cry. Ridiculous! Go watch the numerous other things that can make you cry, sweet memories are things to be cherished and smiled upon, if you think otherwise... go get a life!

On a parting note,

A sunbeam to warm you,
A moonbeam to charm you,
A sheltering angel, so nothing can harm you.

Good Bye, Good Luck and errr... Good Riddance!



Listening to: Are We The Waiting, American Idiot, Greenday


Dedicated to: Friends and Friendship, yeah! Just that...

Monday, May 4, 2009

BRAVE NEW WORLD

i have always read books as far as my memory stretches.the earliest one was HEIDI.god the trouble i had trying to get that one!seems funny in retrospect.you would literally go ROTFL on seeing me read a book. a typical scene is me lying on my bed curled up in fetal position,head propped up by a few pillows and eyes boring into fine print in a yellowed musty book. dont bother calling me or speaking to me.when i am into a book everything else is non existent. i read and go into another world altogether.i cant feel my eyes reading sentences or see words on paper or my mind trying to make sense of it.to me it is like a reality unfolding each minute.i live it intensely too. i laugh with a book cry with it and totally surrender to it.