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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Within

Declare me a lunatic
Straitjacket my cloth
Bury me deep
Within bowels of thought.

Llock me in
Free from sin
Never do I cease
Relentless beast within

Emotions are pawns
Free the king bound
Rethrone the kingdom of the mind
Throw open dungeons of the heart

How ever you deny
Im the reality within
For what is man
But beast beneath skin

I will occupy
Ii will help you die
I will run through you
Now i rule you too
Sad but true [:D]

The last stanza is Metallica I admit.Suited perfectly though.[:D]

Saturday, October 17, 2009

On Fast Forward

I want life to be a blur of activity;one event followed by another,in such a way that I'm totally occupied.In other words life in Realtime.


And if Time ever slows down,when seconds seem like minutes and moments tend to eternity,I'd like it to be with close friends and family around . It has been that way so far since Amrita happened to me[:D],life revolving around fulcrums of college,cqc,movies ,music and badminton.

I'm content with this state of affairs,so much so ,that I'd like like to continue at this hectic pace.I do not want time to slow down when all alone,to be trapped within the confines of my own head.I do know ,that this cant go on forever, that sooner or later, I would find myself in the vacuum I so desperately wish to avoid.


Some people say that if you have a spotless mind you will be at peace with yourself.Wonder what guilt lies embedded in me.I guess I must devise ways to entertain myself;to find my ruling passion;above all to love my own company.After all its the only one that stays.


Looking for :The Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Colllege and stuff


Sorry for the long hiatus. The last two months, I’ve been living a typical college goers life;  watch a series  (House season 1&2) , catch up with a favorite sport (Badminton) , watch every decent movie that hits  town and download the ones that don’t ,  have a lot of unfinished novels , catch up with a band’s discography( Metallica\m/),  keep in touch with friends old and new and live the good life. Oh and I’ve been quizzing too. I’ve been religiously attending every meeting of The Coimbatore QuizCircle and participating in every quiz I can. I made the finals in the last two I attended, something I never dreamt of doing in the first year. One I missed the third by five points and the other I ended up with a minus fifteen. Two sides of the coin. You miss some and you mess some. :D

College has not been as bad as I thought .Yes the travel is almost two hours each day. But have an Ipod and learn to conk off on a bus, you wont even feel it. My poor senior wakes me up when I reach. Yes, the time left to you each day is short. But I get around that by sleeping late and sleeping on the bus. And I’ve been literally running to the bus stand each day.

The best thing about my college is, there is nothing to be learnt by rote. Compared to other colleges our record and assignments are nothing. I see arts people writing more than we do. Concepts rule. This actually suits me fine. The amount of work you put is entirely up to you. A few hours of effort before periodicals and I can manage thirties. But it does get tiring at times. At other times you get sick of it all. Then starts the countdown to the nearest holiday.

However good my college is, I can never survive without holidays in between to recharge my batteries. Only after a week of college do you truly realize the value of the precious twenty four or forty eight hours left to you. I try to optimise fun to the maximum. I wake up really late, read two paper, end to end, slowly sipping a glass of warm milk. Then comes House time. I watch an episode or two, then snuggle and catch up on the week’s sleep. However well you sleep on the bus, at the end of a week, you are bound to be tired. After waking up it’s one of Badminton/Movie/ CQC. Then comes novel time. I read a hundred or so pages of some book. Then I talk on the phone and go to sleep reluctantly, knowing the next day I’d be in college. I have managed to stay in contact with most of my friends and we make it a point to meet every week. I am truly thankful to God that the people who matter are still close to me.  Bonds are stronger than ever.

All in all I am totally happy with the way me life is now.

Music:                   Metallica

Movies:                 Sin City, Scent of a woman , Silence of the lambs, Frost Nixon, LOTR,
                             Dil Chata Hai, Godfather 1,2,3(I still cannot         believe that an actor as
                              amazing as Al Pacino can actually exist)  
           
Novels Unfinished: Shalimar the Clown, Sophie’s world,           Hitchhikers       Guide to the Galaxy  , Quantum, The Lost Symbol

Serial:                    House MD Season 1&2

Quizzing:                CQC meetings, Resilience and Krusade Finals

Life :                     Good

College:               Satisfactory 

Friends :              Still in good touch